ughhh thats fucked up!

ughhhh the same phrase is going over and over in my head
"You never had a chance"
dam thats fucked up!
i kinda got my hopes up for a moment there you know? i'll take u to hell and i'll take you to heaven baby.....but dammmmmmm u r a mean 1!

Now lets talk about Her
i love you....u mean the world to me. Theres NO1 out there tht i want more then i want you.
i never wanted to hurt you. I just want to be the only guy.
Me and You<3
Always and forever<3

.......

i havn't been writing alot/at all on here....things went bad..i'm outta here...i have no chance. no point in trying. i already did and now its like in return of all the shit i'v done i get a smack to the face. you may think its funny but u have no idea how much that shit hurts. i loved you but u never loved me.
you could have told me. you let me have to see this...
whats he got that i don't have?
who is he that i'm not?
i told u i'm always here for you...
but r u always here for me? i lied. i h8 liers...
now after that being said i don't know wat to do with liers. they talk the talk but when u tell them to walk they make up bullshit so they can keep talking...
i know some of you out there love me.
i love those that care for me...not those that lie to me.
i did love you...you lier. but after some things went down right in front of my eyes...i can take it anymore..
u gave me mixed messages....u love him, you don't, you love him, you don't. make up ur fucking mind and chose ur path.
but who am i to talk right?
i'm not in ur picture anymore...i was cut out and some1 else was put there.
wat else am i suppose to say to you?
don't get me wrong i still love you..i truely do.
and thanks to Angelsbaby for talking to me every night<33
Thx Angels....<3

seriously...

FML

i'm here

u know i got u...
u know i'm here
u know i love you
i can't go that path..
i love u more then a friend.
u live and u learn...
i can learn to understand..if not then teach me.
thats why ur here.
i did wat i could..u never accepted that.
now i'm starting to wonder did u rlly mean it when u said u love me....
i still love u
i still wanna be with u...
i'm still here and i always will be...

DEAD

"its over"
over it is...just like my life
just don't even think of me...
just 4get i ever existed...
idk why but i didn't get a chance..
JUST 1 chance.
u are my everything...
u r my heart...
with out u i'm nothing
i AM Nothing
i am worthless
i am a fuck up
i am Dead.

i love u....always and forever<33
please give me another chance babe...
i cryed myself to sleep after u left...
I RLLY LOVE YOU<3

literally on the edge

idk wtf to do anymore...u talk to him like u want him to fuck u so hard...
its like ur kissing ass to him just so u can get something...
i'm starting to believe u like him...no...not like but love.
its strange cuz u get mad when i'm talking to other girls...
and when u talk to other guys u think its cool.
"ohhhh ur soo adoreable".
if hes so adoreable...then why do u need me?
WHY AM I HERE?
ever since we'v been 2gether u never said things like that to me...
i don't even get an "i missed u today"
u have to know how much i love you, how much it hurts me to see u say shit like that to another guy instead of ur own BF.
tell me how would u like it if i talked to other girls???

Last Night

last night was fun...i loved it..we laughed and talked and enjoyed each others company..i loved last night. i would do anything for it to happen again.
i hope u were happy that i stayed up with u all the time...we even slept on cam together<333
i hope u got my msg on my wall i left you..lol. babe something about u just makes me go on...its like i'm the car and ur my gas.... without u i don't go anywhere in life...
i hope u enjoyed last night like i did...can we do it again tonight???
i would really like that if we did... i love you babe<3 with all my heart...

P.S "ITS BLACK!"
lol babe it looks nice tho...=D
can we cam again tonight???