During the day

i feel worthless now...no1 believes me..i can't believe i fucked up again.
this whole time i really meant to show u wat i'm capable of. u think its lies, but i assure u its not. i didn't mean to fall asleep. if would be alot easier if we can talk during the day.
i know i fucked up...i just feel like dieing right now...end all the pain caused by me...
i'm srry babe. i rlly am.
and u have to understand the time diff...
u r the only girl i'v ever stayed up this l8 for.idk wat girl would stay up with me like that...
no1 but u babe. i love you. i'm srry.
i can't say i'll make it up to u tonight cuz u'll just think its a lie...but i can atleast tell myself i would...
everyday is a diff day...i'm srry i disappointed u...
i love you<3
and i'm srry
it would help if we can talk during the day...
Please babe...let me get one more chance to prove to u that i can do right...just 1 more chance.